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January 1st

by emil

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Lyrics BG / EN / HU

Аз нямам кой да ми каже
Какво да правя, за да отворя следващата врата.
Нямам кой да ми покаже
Как да разсея мъглата и разширя света.

Не ми е нужно вече
Колективното споразумение на този свят
Проекции, ерекции, чувства, изкуства, алкохол рокенрол
И странен глад.

Но почукванията на Духа са толкова абстрактни
Като милосърдието на християнския бог.
А аз съм толкова конкретен,
Че реагирам само на удар с ток.

Но няма кой да ме шокира.
Месията е тук, но той е вятър и глас.
Оня, тежкия в мен протестира -
Той чака някой в образа на Дядо Мраз.

А другия, лекия се любува
На Майката в образ на небесна сестра,
А средния иска да се целува
С една реална жена.

И аз търся очи с магически блясък.
Аз търся магнит, по-силен от света.
А цивилизацията е блато и пясък,
В който затъваш първо с глава.

И егото ти прави клопки, и врабци кълват със човки
Мънистата на твоя свят.
Нямаш избор, бълвай нови, те са ти като подкови
За калдъръма на този град.

Първи януари е денят на самотата.
Първи януари е денят на студа.
Първи януари е денят на свободата.
Първи януари е денят на нощта.
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I have no one to tell me
What to do to open the next door.
I have no one to show me
How to dispel the fog and expand the world.

I don't need anymore
The collective agreement of this world
Projections, erections, feelings, arts, alcohol rock'n'roll
And a strange hunger.

But the Spirit's knocks are so abstract
As the mercy of the Christian god.
And I am so concrete,
That I only react to an electric shock.

But there is no one to shock me.
The Messiah is here, but he is wind and voice.
That heavy in me protests -
He waits for someone in the guise of Santa Claus.

And the other one, the light one is admiring
Of the Mother in the image of a heavenly sister,
And the middle one wants to kiss
With a real woman.

And I'm looking for eyes with a magical glow.
I seek a magnet stronger than the world.
And civilization is swamp and sand,
In which you sink head first.

And your ego makes traps, and sparrows peck with their beaks
The beads of your world.
You don't have a choice, vomit new ones, they're like horseshoes.
For the cobblestones of this city.

January first is the day of loneliness.
January first is the day of cold.
January first is the day of freedom.
January first is the day of night.
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Nincs senki, aki megmondaná nekem.
Mit tegyek, hogy kinyissam a következő ajtót.
Nincs senki, aki megmutatná nekem
Hogyan oszlassam el a ködöt és tágítsam ki a világot.

Nincs szükségem többé
A világ kollektív megállapodására.
Kivetítések, erekciók, érzések, művészetek, alkohol, rock and roll
És furcsa éhség.

De a Szellem kopogása olyan elvont
Mint a keresztény Isten irgalma.
És én olyan konkrét vagyok,
Hogy csak áramütésre reagálok.

De nincs, aki megrázhatna.
A Messiás itt van, de ő szél és hang.
A nehéz énem tiltakozik -
Vár valakit Mikulás képében.

A másik, a könnyű pedig csodálja
Az Anyát egy égi nővér képében,
A középső pedig csókolózni akar
Egy húsvér nővel.

Én pedig mágikusan csillogó szemeket keresek.
Keresem a világnál erősebb mágnest.
S a civilizáció mocsár és homok,
Amibe fejjel előre elsüllyedsz.

És az egód csapdákat készít, és a verebek csipkedik
A világod gyöngyeit.
Nincs választásod, hányj újakat, olyanok, mint a patkók
E város macskakövére.

Január elseje a magány napja.
Január elseje a hideg napja.
Január elseje a szabadság napja.
Január elseje az éjszaka napja.

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released September 27, 2023

Music, lyrics, recording - Emil Biljarski
Mix, master - Maxim Biljarszki
Remix by Maxim Biljarszki
Cover photo: Szabolcs Dudás

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Formerly Korai Öröm, Fokatelep, Meszecsinka, now working solo in different fields from instrumental ambient to acoustic singer-songwriter.

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