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Alla

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Emil Biljarski - music, lyrics, ukulele, guitar, programming,
David Krolikowski - drums,
Szabolcs Takacs - bass,
Mixed and mastered at Sinistra Studios by Marton Fenyvesi.

lyrics

Алла дала,
Лидка не спит ко
мары, жара.
Серега вновь пьян,
а за дверью обман,
точней пустота.

Сколько нежных имен,
каждое сон,
но тревожит ухо.
Я помню твой телефон,
голос, черты,
Позвонил …
а там старуха.

Чужие легенды
взяли в аренду
мой мозг, но не платят.
Плачу я тем, что плачу.
Лечу я не в небе,
а в странном сне.

Мой до дыр свой пузырь,
если лопнет, тебя не убавится,
лишь не станет.
Вот бы высрать всю боль
и увидеть пароль.
Может мир отстанет.

Лика, скажи-ка,
помнишь ли песни,
что я написал тебе?
Мы расстались,
а они остались,
нас нет, а они в себе.
Аня, смотри:
дом горит, свет стоит,
все как всегда.
Жестокий романс - хороший шанс
познать мир и себя.

Алла устала,
Пашки не стало,
а Серега вновь пьян.
Детство, как средство
скрыть, что все, кроме пустоты
обман.

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Lyrics translation by Borish Naimushin:

Suzy was easy but Lydia’s awake
fighting mosquitoes and heat.
Sergei’s drunk again, and the door opens to delusion,
better described as emptiness.
So many tender names, each one is a dream
but still ringing in my ears.
I remember your phone number, your voice, and your face.
I called… just to hear an old woman pick up the phone.

Alien legends have rented my brain,
but I pay the rent with my crying.
I fly in a strange dream, not in the sky.
Wash your bubble clean, if it bursts, you will be no less,
just won’t be.
I wish I could shit out all the pain and see the password.
Maybe the world will leave me alone.

Tell me, Amber, do you remember the songs I wrote for you?
Our ways parted but the songs are still here.
There’s no “we”, but they are things-in-themselves.
Lucy, can’t you see: the house is on fire, the light is on,
and things are as usual.
Cruel Romance is a good chance
to learn about the world and yourself.

Suzy’s worn out. Paul is gone, and Sergei is drunk again.
Childhood is a means to conceal the truth
that only emptiness holds no delusion.

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released January 19, 2023

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emil Budapest, Hungary

Formerly Korai Öröm, Fokatelep, Meszecsinka, now working solo in different fields from instrumental ambient to acoustic singer-songwriter.

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